Sunday, July 17, 2011

LOVE, LOVE, LOVE..

It’s when everything went wrong but we still stay strong. It’s when we always fight but we couldn’t take it long. It’s when we don’t understand each other, but it doesn’t matter.

As long as we live, we will LOVE each other. As long as there’s forever, we’ll stay together..and even more stronger.

It’s what we learned from each other. It’s what we’re fighting for, and we believe that’s worth dying for. It will always be that one thing I wouldn't want to give up for anything.

I believe it is LOVE..the very reason why God gave me you.

Saturday, June 4, 2011

feels like insomnia.. ahhhah

he's my first thought in the morning.. and the last thing i fall to sleep..
there were nights.. just like this night, when i find it hard to even close my eyes for a sleep. this kind of feeling.. it may seem unusual, but the more often it happens.. it became natural.. a habit for me.

yes, i love him..over a million times. he is everything to me..i miss him every second, and i can't wait to see him..can't wait for tomorrow. =)

Monday, May 30, 2011

two worlds collide

I was only seventeen when I first fall in love..I was young and naive back then..but till then, I knew it was real.

we both came from two different worlds..suddenly our paths have crossed. I knew it was all God's plan. from the very beginning.. and in the process of building my personal relationship with God, he came and he has always been there.

Thank you Lord for this wonderful man..if it wasn't for you, I would have never met him. I'm so glad for having him because..

I know he loves me more than I do. and I never thought we'd be together this long.. yet I'm so happy with it. We understand and accept each other, trust each other, respect each other.. We love each other so much.


so.. here's to you my only one,

I'LL LOVE YOU MORE THAN FOREVER! :)

Saturday, May 21, 2011

best i ever had.

he may not have the looks nor the riches but he have the heart.
he's plain and ordinary, not the type of guy every woman dreamt of.
not the prince charming in every fairytale..
not even the handsome guy in every love story.
he may not have the fortune nor the luck but he has my heart.
i believe he's my angel sent from above..the one i never asked but i have got.
he's got the wonderful voice and dedicate his every song just for me.
he's maybe just a boy, but he's my man.
he may not be perfect but he's the best i ever had.
my hero, my best friend, and my one true love..
his name is 'jerico' ..the one who captured my heart.

im dead..

I love him.. that's why i don't want to hurt him. i don't want to see him feeling so bad. i can't even let him get mad.

but..just like what they say, there's no perfect relationship. lovers fight, and they will always do.

i admit, it was my fault. i made a mistake.. a simple mistake that took off his trust from me.

he don't want me to go to a friend's house, and play with these buddies (i can't name).. he said i'm not supposed to mingle with some of those people, especially because they were boys and he don't trust them. he also said that he knows them more than i do..

what he doesn't know is that, i use to go there almost everyday. we play uno cards and the thing called killer2..that most of the time, we almost went home late. he don't know, because i never told him..because i know he'll just get mad.

until somebody told him about it. someone close to him who just happen to dropped by our friend's house.. he saw us there, having fun.

i know that time would come.. that he would eventually know all those things. when he confronted me, i told him the truth, everything.. that i simply go there just to play. i even told him that these people were nice, and we're not doing anything against the rule. and as expected, he didn't accept my explanations. we had a hard time arguing.

i dont know.. why can't he understand my side? he said he just wants the best for me.. for my own good.

i just can't let it all left hanging.. but what should i do?


it felt like i was stock in the middle.. i can't let the arguments for long, so i end it up with a sorry. and he again forbid me to go there..never again. even if it's hard, i said i won't do it again. (even if it means goodbye uno, goodbye killer-killer..goodbye my friends) because i love him.. and nothing really matters more than him. i may lost the joy of playing and of having fun.. but not the love that we have shared,, the feeling of worth, and happiness i can only felt because of him.

sometimes, you have to choose what is really important to you. you have to give up something even if it makes you happy..giving it up may sometimes be painful, but you have to.. in exchange for something worthwhile.

Thursday, July 15, 2010

My cause of breath

The idea of falling inlove with him was far beyond my expectations. It never crossed my mind..No one would've ever thought, the simple feeling i have for him would grew stronger and deeper every single day. From the first time i met him, i thought to myself that he's like all the other boys..but as time goes by, i have learn to like and love every single detail of him. I've seen him differently and till then, have i realized that the love i have for him is real. Maybe because i can only felt this feeling when I'm with him..maybe because he showed me a different kind of love.. a love that i couldn't be able to compare to anything and everything in the world.

I made plans..but as soon as he arrived, i have forgotten everything but him. I don't know why, all i know is that I'm more than happy to have him right beside me..And as seasons change, i know we'll make it through whatever. I'm not afraid to face the race, because true love never lose the fight. Whatever circumstances may come, we'll fight it and win it together. I won't give in because he's the cause of my breath.

Tuesday, July 13, 2010

eclipse

Today's one of my most unforgettable moment(ever!) with him..not to mention that in fact, every moment with him is my happiest.

things work well, except for the heavy rain this afternoon. I intentionally left my umbrella at home because the weather's fine when i went to school this morning so i thought the rain won't pour this hard. and as expected, i got wet head over heels.

we had a lot of fun.. obviously, we really missed each other's company. I know he loves me so and i felt exactly the same, i just hope we'll be together forever.